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shades of jade

get to know me ✩

about ⭑ DEC 20, 2023

hi, i'm jade!

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i am qualified...to be loved 𖦹

my résumé ⭑ DEC 20, 2023

not actually a resume, but rather an appreciation letter to myself

i will untangle a messy ball of yarn no matter how long it takes
i am soothed with every loop on my crochet hook
i draw people with two dots and a smile because of adventure time
i love the color of my name
i will never get bored of the sky’s range of beauty
i am glad i realized how my monolids make a great canvas for eyeliner
i will always make the same crying joke whenever i chop onions
i love and hate the lingering smell of garlic on my fingers after i cook
i enjoy the long process of making meals. i will endure the wait just to devour it all in 5 minutes.
i love to make people laugh, their reactions give me strength
i feel the embrace from a warm cup of tea
i am quiet a lot of the times, except for when i am not
i notice all the little details that others don’t
my diary is my photo album, and my pen is my phone camera

i have a little body but a big heart
i have so much love to give, but i have given it to the wrong people before
i cry a lot. a lot.
i find peace and comfort in the silence of the night
i have a hard time getting out of bed
i would do anything for my friends
i am conscious of the cowlick bald spot on the top of my head
i still bite and fidget at the hangnails on my fingers
i yearn for people and places far, far away
i am in need of a hug
i am learning how to be my own person
i bear the weight of my generational trauma
i am learning to say no

i can’t play video games but i will watch other people play them
i can only sleep if a jerma985 stream is playing in the background
i admire street cats from a far in case i disturb their peace
i can recall memories from when i was 4 but i won’t remember what i ate for lunch yesterday
i have piano fingers but i use them for keyboards
i hold up my baggy jeans like a runaway princess
i draw cartoon feet the way moon boots are shaped
i will be unstoppable when i can finally get a pair of platform shoes
i feel safe having tiny trinkets
i was always and always will be a sonny angel smiski sylvanian family jewelpet sanrio littlest pet shop polly pocket type of girl
i like to find shapes and faces in the patterns of marble
i still make silly typos even when i wear glasses

as you can see, i am qualified to be loved.(ib sotce, onei.l)

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credits ⭑ DEC 20, 2023

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thank you to...
aiunary, maizecrds
rshu, ravencrdsall images under the "shades of jade" tab belong to me
*image for @jadeofstars profile picture was taken by _nurveany other images featured in this carrd are for personal use and belong to their respective owners, including yoshitomo nara